Counting Game

One, two, three it’s me counting my feelings. four, five, six it’s me again counting the wounds you left. seven, eight, nine it’s still me counting my wasted tears. Ten, eleven, twelve it supposed to be a great love story. thirteen, fourteen, fifteen but we’re both so sorry Sixteen, seventeen, eighteen I said “I loved…

Lasting Damage

Love can last for a long time but happiness only lasts for a second. Wherever the wind takes me and wherever the wind takes him, the sweet wound of yesterday will never be healed… will never be forgotten. This is not a mainstream love story that you usually read in a book where the boy…

Old Flames Die Hard

Originally posted on mythoughtseverynight:
I will never know if this is true My feelings protrude, out of the blue My mind was dazed, please give me a clue Does my heart really belongs to you? Love lives before, it’s an old hat It’s overrated, it’s an old chestnut If you’ve tried to bestow your love…

Victim of Hate

When your word Doesn’t inspire me, Full of loath, full of envy. A toxic man wearing an amicable face. You were once a star I used to bestow With my favorite words, Of course, you used to be my favorite person. Truly, scathing words can leave a permanent mark on my heart, on my soul….

Tragedy

‪True love,‬ ‪isn’t for me ‪Acceptance, ‪Isn’t for me too.‬ ‪Forgiveness ‬ ‪is unprecedented ‪No one wants my company ‪No one is even destined for me.‬ ‪Weary eyes‬ ‪Weary soul,‬ ‪Careworn mind‬ ‪too odd for being unkind.‬ ‪Even the gates of heaven‬ ‪will not accept me,‬ ‪Even the stairs of hell‬ ‪will think I am…

Collide

You told me, You loved me I could feel it As you caress my face as you smell my hair as you kiss me On my forehead and as you whisper my name. We were lying on my bed, with our body tied together Your left hand on my waist and my right hand on…

The Truth

I will give you One truth About me, I Am A Failure Failure. Failure I Am.

Prickle

‪And when our gazes met,‬ ‪that strange feeling‬ ‪in my stomach‬ ‪the thing they called‬ ‪Prickle of excitement ‬ ‪is no longer there.‬ ‪Perhaps,‬ ‪Your existence‬ ‪Doesn’t excite me anymore‬ ‪just like then‬, ‪when you used to love me ‪and I used to love you.‬   photo: copy to the owner

Femme Fatale

What I can’t understand is, Why men choose to love a femme fatale where they could find the true and genuine love if they will just open their heart, not their eyes.     femme fatale- a mysterious and seductive woman whose charms ensnare her lovers, often leading them into compromising, dangerous, and deadly situations.

Future Self

Keep on your mind that you have to work for yourself alone,  because whether you like it or not, in the mere future, you will be alone. You are born to be alone and that’s your fate. You are destined to be sad. But you know what? You are strong. It’s you who’s truly strong, it’s…

The Friends I Can Always Count On

“We can travel anywhere without neglecting our academics.” There are two things that these people taught me as we conquer the world together: 1. Don’t stress yourself too much about academics. 2. Everything in your life must be balance, don’t focus on ONE goal. They enlightened my mind that world doesn’t only revolve in academics…

Sunflower

The whole world hates him, because he gleams too much, maybe they misunderstood his kindness the world thought that it’s just mere pretentiousness. The sunflower is secretly withered, outside, maybe it continues to coruscate like the fireworks in the dark and caliginous sky. He was submissive and gloomy, he tried to give his very best…