I didn’t know how strong your love was,
Until I savored it,
It was so strong,
strong enough to make me weak.
Love is a dope that I couldn’t take
You used to be my dream
but it turns out,
You were just an awful nightmare.
It was so sweet to be loved by you,
but so dangerous whenever I ignore you
Your love was not love,
It was like chain and cage.
I longed for your love
like a famished woman,
but now I regret everything
if only I knew that your love could kill me,
I’ll choose to bury myself here.
I must wake myself from your pit,
for I’ve been lying there for so long
I should free myself and try to rekindle my dilapidated heart,
I should stand… Oh, I should stand.
Words by: CJ Sanchez
v.2 of my Paradox of Love